За красотата отвън и отвътре

I reached home Even my town is not mine anymore Or the sky I  cried the road out, cos missed the road with you Every place remained we passed there, so the way home was way with you So clearly I used to see "then" till my reality came to mix every then and now Came to house This house speaks now your language Every place is a place with you...even the bed isnt mine any more Neighter my body, my legs, my hips, my skin, my mouth, hair, heart, soul...self Yours! Nothing to do with it... Nothing

Събудих се на 45 Наживяла се, недообичала, претръпнала насила към живота, раздала и подарила моменти, истини, усмивки, въздишки, любов... Бях написала поне 100 смс през последн...

was wondering how far mad mind goes crazy far above all she ran besides the bridge heared his quick steps and knew its too late to jump her feet hurted of the run her heart pumped wildly inside her chest it was over was just matter of few steps to grab her hair and smash her at once her mouth was sticky,the air was passing fast of stream and the sweat drops were running alover her skin then nothing she heared nothing what happened ?! was impossible that he gave up he never did he chased his victim till end not now...something happened and was out of any rules

There is no future story to be written  All I ve said and done  Nothing s left inside to be shared  I cant pretend, cant just be without will to share my inner sky with you  Am too lost and nothing worths to go on  Empty,so empty that every minute is waste of air and loneliness I talk cos I have to, I exist, cos I have to, appear just to make things go on  Nothings same, nothing makes me smile, any laugh is just to escape moments  Cant go on any more... Need end up with all Knowing its time up soon keeps me standing  Soon comes to release me of myself 

keep on till Friday ...then can crash ...forever lost, drawned, breathless, empty crash seems best way 

Нямам сили, вече нямам и душа, оставям всичко на Съдбата

Day by day lost and lost after you I cant go on my own, I cant handle the life any more Worlds get too big and so strange to me after you...